I just got myself killed in Rain World

Basically I was sitting down playing Gourmand and I, being a dumbass, didn't go to the shelter first, thinking I could skip it. However, when I got in the karma gate I realised I had deceived myself. My controller started vibrating insanely loudly after the first 10 minutes and I got really scared the rain would drown me.

The previous day I had failed the cycle 43 times so I probably should have been more prepared but I wasn't. After about 45 minutes I couldn't even see the screen any more. I had to focus on not accidentally killing myself - it felt like if I even wasted a second, the time would run out and it would come gushing down. It was horrible.

Eventually I literally couldn't do it more. While desperately clasping the sides of the grips for support I accidentally dropped my controller. Crap. Dangerously, I leaned over to pick it up and that's when it happened. Rain started pouring out of the clouds.

It came with such force that it BROKE THROUGH the roof and ceiling and sprayed all over the ground around me, drenching the 3 scavengers behind me like some sort of rain shotgun. Of course by now the entire controller was shaking but I was just wimpering. Flood water started coming up, covering the platforms with water as well as the rain already there. I was on one of the indoor rooms, so the water silhouettes of the creatures covered in it were stained on the wall.

I lost all my progress. My future is ruined.