It’s not that I wanted it, it’s more like it was always there and I’ve just come to terms with it, I don’t know why I’m telling you this I just feel like I need to tell someone
I’m sorry for dumping that on you, my brain is just going goofy mode and wanting to get that out of its system, thank you for responding. what my panicked-ass brain was trying to say is that I’m still the same and haven’t spontaneously become a weirdo. I retyped this way too many times.
y’know what I feel like I should delete this comment thread because I’m making a way way bigger deal out this than I need to, you ok with that? or should I leave it up