To clarify, the guilt I feel isn’t for not doing the project, but for having never hinted so to my professor. She’s gonna be disappointed, but if I could go back in time four months, the project still ain’t getting done. If the project was due two weeks from now, I still wouldn’t do it. I gotta get a rap music video out before I leave Bulgaria in two weeks. Priorities.

Also relevant is that I’m dropping out after this semester. I don’t think she knows that.

I feel a twinge of guilt every time my Python professor smiles at me, thinking I’m a model student when in reality I’m gonna fail the class because I’ve been cooking other shit and never got around to the mandatory course project that’s due tomorrow.

Had to be done

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