i cant get over the fact that theres this whole world outside of me - like the whole planet is just a whole society which has been building and growing for thousands of years and like theres just this random little bit that everyone uses to talk to other people - that i can communicate with anyone anywhere in a split second by just using a few small things that can access a whole network of people - im typing this and theres someone literally thousands of miles away who can be told abt this and like that is just insane to me