The thing is, if you just do stuff and nothing happens, what's it all mean? What's the point? Oh right, this whole thing is about self-acceptance.
We're all on the same page. The one that says, if I can't kill you, you'll sure as shit wish you were dead.
Put me on your magical boat, man, and sail me down your chocolaty river of meth!
I investigate everyone with whom I do business. What careful man wouldn't?
I do not believe fear to be an effective motivator. I want investment. For now, I'm simply interested in time frame.