It is not and most likely will not be, so I’m trying to do stuff with my life.
aw shit man, when I was sorta in a mental shithole I found trying to be more optimistic helped me feel happier, but idk wut u going through so idk if that helpful for u or not
Well https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qtf8YFw8iZg is helping me so that’s good