also lokwy i dont have anything like. writable. i dont watch any writable media or . read any. or. anything. uhmmm i just watch movies and uhhh play games #fouryearold ,, i draw fanart but even that i feel like like. my ancestors are going to call me cringe for. this is as im writing this out im realizing this is a very strange and unique problem . but anyway i love fallout soooo much i mm im making a fan game on microsoft about fallout which i guess is kind of a fanfic anyway its set in fallout . probs 3 cause i like the visuals of three and uhm . its close to me. but the story is uhm about ghoulification cause i feel like there are so few stories in fallout ab it and its such an interesting concept and i suppose one i could play around with to relate to, i mean, imagine having someone close to you become a ghoul before your very eyes. its a slow process, so one day they wont have all their function in their eyes or more fatigue or something small like that, then teeth will fall out and changes in behavior, and youll worry for your safety, youll worry for your life, you’ll worry that you’ll lose whomever is having this happen to them. what if they become violent? what if theyre violent to others, but not you? what if you feel guilty for this exclusion? what if they forget who you are one day? i imagine its an idea played with sometime in fallout, some fallout some where, but i guess i havent played that much, or that part. i guess the closest thing in my knowle