now pandora has added luxury car ads (mazda and mercedes-benz) to the grainger ads. i’m so confused
yesterday i was sitting in the front row of the student section, which is right behind the bench, at our school’s last basketball game, and i’m so serious when the team was huddled up at halftime and then again between the 3rd and 4th quarters i kept accidentally making eye contact with #him. (it’s fine that he wasn’t locked in he never gets to play anyway unless we’re losing by like 30 which we weren’t that day, shockingly) like whenever i would look at him he was looking back. and then we both looked away. it was awkward af. idk if this means it’s so over or we’re so back
so it turns out if u yap enough about a certain boy and then always complain that the annoying boys in your grade get a crush on you and not the nice ones and then at one point call him good-looking while incredibly sleep-deprived while looking at pictures from the winter formal with your mother at like midnight, she will in fact clock you like him
iyts okay if she knows then maybe if like. by some miracle he ever likes me back it won’t come out of nowhere. we haven’t talked to dad about it though so he’s who i should be worried about
how to talk to the dorky blond class president u lowkey really really really like and maybe get him to like you back and also have your parents not completely crash out over it no glue no borax
clarifications
1 i am not actually asking for advice i’m just crashing out on my bestie’s wall. as the greats do. i will figure it out i swear please do not feel pressured to help me
2 i call him dorky as a compliment he’s so. he’s so. he’s so weird and stupid and it’s so cute and i love him so much for it he’s sooo. do u get what i’m saying
3 u know ab Sharon and Jeff u know they would crash out over the idea of me “dating” (even if all dating really means is hanging out at school and like. maybe texting sometimes)
clarification on clarification 3
i might get a phone soon mayhaps bc i’m going on a 5-day trip 7 hours away with the band. however my mom says it would be “the family phone” (whatever makes her feel better ig) so i hope she’s okay with the family phone having a denver nuggets wallpaper and getting constantly blown up by the ochs class of 29 gc
omgg yayyy also did i ever tell you that my dads phone offcially became mine,, like i even call it my phone now (i legit always forget tho because i was so used to calling it his lolll and it still has the same uhhh case lolll,, i still think of my mom by her real name and ask siri to call her and not just mama 
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lmao good i trust in you to figure it out girl i could NOT help loll
this conversation is making me feel like a teenager. yes i can comprehend in some way what you are saying i understand you mean that as a compliment to him lol
i can understand why they would crash out lwk i hear so many horror stories of stuff teenagers have done at my age it freaks me out
but also lwk it irks me when my parents act like i dont know that and dk how to be safe so i can understand ur perspective too, if i was in their spot i would just try to get to know my kids friends and people better and make sure they always felt safe to talk to me 
idk what else to write i lwk have written this all like a freaking robot </3
no no i get what ur saying but like. lincoln’s very responsible. so am i. we’re not gonna be idiots
“i didnt want to dwell on this” then idk maybe dont be friends w someone for nearly two years and then leave no warning ,, the freak???
could i have said anything to make you leave later like . did anything motivate you. that i said. did you think anything i said wasnt like a joke when it was. did i lwk peeve you
no that’s just rainn’s server tag. des has goth aish has the cutesy heart one mikey has mcr eddie has pup and i have avs
mr. presidentsmaxxer lincoln franklin himself was just elected class president. we all should have seen this coming
it’s not technically official yet bc it was a tie so we’re re-voting as soon as one girl gets back from vacation but people have already said they’re switching their votes to him so it’s basically a lock
yipppie !!!!!!!! why is there a systen up like this! what does it actually do i thought those were js in shows lol!
we’re doing one fundraiser and one bonding activity this year, when we’re juniors we’re gonna pay for prom, when we’re seniors we’re going on a trip, my job is to take notes at class meetings and keep track of our money
me when ive finished planning the annual bonding activity and me and my classmates are having a fine time at it
im not reallt sad ab it anymore im jsut on my period rn so i feel sad ab everything i almost cried the other day bc stampy wasnt making vids anymore i think its not even that serious
real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no clue whats going on with the tos, didnt they say something like oh, we’re gonna train ai on ur art and code and work?????? thats my understabding idk it makes me very sad at the mere thought they would do smth like that,, it feels like there r no good platforms for a child to share art anymore!!!!! im thinking about making a pixilart account when im fifteen tho w parental permission so maybe i’ll post there i dont think they use ai there besides like filtering ais..
my pandora keeps giving me grainger ads and it’s confusing me. what about my music taste implies warehouse worker instead of mentally ill christian teenager
my favorite song of all time rn is the search by nf. you will probably hate it but you can listen and judge me if u want
i made it into an honor choir and then also unrelated i’m doing a sax solo and a vocal solo at district music contests and probably a sax quartet too with my friends !!
my school is so fun most people are so nice except for the annoying boys and then the annoying boys usually end up with a crush on me and it makes me ANGRY
also the bari sax player hates me because i’m just as smart about music as he is liieek. holy self-centered
MY KEYBOARD HAS A BARI SAX SETTING I FORGOT TO TELL U AB THAT,,,,, its lwk assumed i mean. of course it would but i didnt know that instrument existed
i was already sad today and on the radio the special of today was COUNTRY MUSIC. for an HOUR. RIGHT AFTER I WOKE UP