im not reallt sad ab it anymore im jsut on my period rn so i feel sad ab everything i almost cried the other day bc stampy wasnt making vids anymore i think its not even that serious
real!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i have no clue whats going on with the tos, didnt they say something like oh, we’re gonna train ai on ur art and code and work?????? thats my understabding idk it makes me very sad at the mere thought they would do smth like that,, it feels like there r no good platforms for a child to share art anymore!!!!! im thinking about making a pixilart account when im fifteen tho w parental permission so maybe i’ll post there i dont think they use ai there besides like filtering ais..
my pandora keeps giving me grainger ads and it’s confusing me. what about my music taste implies warehouse worker instead of mentally ill christian teenager
my favorite song of all time rn is the search by nf. you will probably hate it but you can listen and judge me if u want
i made it into an honor choir and then also unrelated i’m doing a sax solo and a vocal solo at district music contests and probably a sax quartet too with my friends !!
my school is so fun most people are so nice except for the annoying boys and then the annoying boys usually end up with a crush on me and it makes me ANGRY
also the bari sax player hates me because i’m just as smart about music as he is liieek. holy self-centered
MY KEYBOARD HAS A BARI SAX SETTING I FORGOT TO TELL U AB THAT,,,,, its lwk assumed i mean. of course it would but i didnt know that instrument existed 
i was already sad today and on the radio the special of today was COUNTRY MUSIC. for an HOUR. RIGHT AFTER I WOKE UP
didn’t know beatlestwt was a thing. unfortunately now i do, because apparently there is huge drama over someone making a detailed thread on how they would kill, cook, and eat paul fucking mccartney
their defense was “i guess you can’t handle ‘he’s so cute i want to eat him’ jokes when they get a little technical”. BROTHA YOU MADE A WHOLE DETAILED GRUESOME THREAD ABOUT FUCKING CANNIBALISM
anyways back to our discussion of cannibalizing james paul mccartney, yeah average beatles fan momenty
yeah beatles fans are weird uhm… i think i couldve been a more sane eleven year old if i hadnt uhh heard some of the stuff i heard from beatles fans, i have nightmares lwk about things i said when i was like a full on beatlemaniac. tbf i have nightmares about everything but you get what i mean
correctrek admin logging on to see 8476583947593845 from me doomscrolling her acc and liking all the tos posts
I FORGOT THE WORD NOTIFS. I MEANT 8476583947593845 NOTIFS. LAUGHING SO HARD AT THESE IC ANT THINK STRAIGHT
thats real though i used to have a king size bed when i was like. ten. with my mama ofc and i came back to it after like a year and wth those things r giant
this was the meme i was referencing lmao. chekov is much more of a cutie than ivonavativich but he’s still russian so it popped into my head
also if i call people cutie it’s platonic like uh the zoo animal quality thing you said like how i feel about cale makar it’s just askjfdhkjsdhflsdkfjhgsdklfjgsdkfg
you know the suffix vich/vitch means son of in russian :3 its commonly used for middle names i believe, or at least was like two hundred years ago,,
the banger i got was me saying “doing some scientific research” and then me sharing screenshots from infinite craft where i combined yaoi and hockey into yaoi hockey
i dont think i could even do that i was not informed of these five girlfriends of sixty eight . also i dont hate you help im just mad at everything in my life … omg .. in my life… beatles ref.///….
i feel like you hate me for five million different reasons but that’s probably just my insecure ass. my bad bestie
my father just got diagnosed 9/10 chance with cancer and just got discharged from the hospital today after four days in the hospital. i assure you, its not you.
it ok but unfortch doctors dont think hed surv chemo or radiation so like everythings kinda uncertain rn haha
i promise i think of other things i just post about them on scratch this is my platform for going insane and saying … shivers… shudders.////…. looks round me to make sure no ones watching,,, puts hand by my mouth.. c*ss words..