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Ok to those interested in my music the albums out go stream my mid album ok thanks

The second album has already started development and two songs are done despite me still not having released the first one

Hopefully i should finally get someone to help this weekend i just need some photos taken and thats about it Difficult to get someone to agree to do that when your social life is practically nonexistent

Anyway im locking in for this one fr Using logic pro on my laptop

https://open.spotify.com/track/6Vc1asz5cXYKP9u4wzaO4K?si=JiDAmbBFSVCz9CI3wpWMeQ

Next up is the album but idk when thats happening as ill need someone to help me with some stuff relating to the album cover

https://open.spotify.com/album/3HKKmUZ3jml79YHVQeGa0c

No way chat i dropped a single Part of me says this is peak other part disagrees

Updates!!

So i removed one of the songs its eight songs now and its around 43 minutes long

After making some adjustments to the songs i decided to share the album with a few friends who had been interested and one of them listened to it in full and surprisingly she liked it a lot and there was this one song she absolutely loved

This is honestly a big surprise considering i never learned music in any way, im making this in the most unprofessional way possible, im extremely limited in what i can do, and i cant play an instrument, bro the first song is literally about my frustration with not being musically talented

But maybe i am musically talented and i just cant play an instrument

For anyone wondering about me making an album on my phone 8/9 songs i want are now complete then after that ill adjust them until they’re good create the album cover and overthink on whether i release it or never do that

Ok so i predicted 2025 to be my year

It was not so i predicted the second half would be where it truly becomes my year

While there has been some improvement new problems have just arisen and my predictions arent happening

BUT

I believe september will be a VERY important month in my 2025 lore especially the rest of it and i believe the next two weeks or so will determine whether 2025 truly is my year or not

“Just talk to people”

Unfortunately its not that easy! I feel like i’ve discovered that i genuinely cant make friends unless i meet them online first

Went to edinburgh today simply to meet up with a guy i know online and we got along really well, not sure what’s more difficult, going outside and speaking to people or traveling around the country just to spend time with people because your only real friends live anywhere but here

I recently found out how to use plugins and unlock more instruments and shit

And I’m getting good at this yesterday I made this one song called Submarine which is actually really good and I’m listening to it a lot I’m listening to my own music I’ve made with barely any experience

And the song I made before that was really good too

Time to make an entire album on my phone or something frfr

How did i achieve ts

Ok so updates on that one friend i have

So she’s a girl and because of that everybody seems to think we’re dating?? Her parents think that my parents think that and one of her friends sent me a message today saying “aren’t you my mates boyfriend” and then said “I saw you guys outside poundland so dont even lie” no need to be so threatening

This was an insane success now let me explain wtf im even talking about

So for years i have had huge social issues and basically been friendless since 2020 and resorted to speaking to people online, however ive been trying to improve this for a while but nothings working and this week i has two huge opportunities to fix this!

First of all was what i called plan A in “operation unfuck my social life”, a club i go to did 5 days straight of activities with tons of opportunities to make friends, however, my social skills are so horrid that i made zero friends or even acquaintances by the end of that

So that leads into plan B phase 1, which was continuing to get online friends but specifically ones from nearby here or at least scotland, as I was more comfortable speaking to people online. And from that I could do plan B phase 2: meeting online friends

So today I basically did a whole ass solo expedition to another city, met up with a good friend i had from there, we spent the day doing a bunch of stuff and now we’re likely going to make regular visits Is this a valid way to fix my social life chat???

Plan B phase two officially commences on saturday will i make it to saturday before going insane?????

Update: nvm i am absolutely fucked

Plan A in what i call “operation unfuck my social life” is NOT working, however plan B has a 90% chance of working but is less effective

Plan B has been in motion since the start of june and the second phase is where the magic happens the second phase can be initiated as soon as Saturday, maybe even tomorrow if I change up my schedules

However, plan A will be impacted if i change my schedules and plan A would be far more effective than plan B if it works, which it always has a chance to

I probably sound insane rn thats because i lowkey am I will start preparing for the second phase of plan B as soon as I am able to

July 2025 will absolutely be my month Im predicting it

I shall return with updates in the future if it truly is my month