i had a dream last night where i had committed self-dying for some reason i dont remember exactly what led to that or what i did to die but i do remember that it happened

So then I was a ghost for a little bit and it was kind of cool with like going through walls and exploring stuff on my own but slowly I started to get just a lot of anxiety and sadness over stuff like not being able to talk to my friends anymore, not being able to do music anymore, probably making my friends and family super sad and how nothing I move around or touch actually does anything in real life. I think the dream just ended with me crying on the ground with an extreme sense of guilt and despair for doing that.

Which trust me I'm a very okay individual and i have never thought about doing that in real life and I'm very rarely actually depressed. But the dream just kind of made me realize that like dang there's a whole lot of stuff in life that's really good and I should appreciate that.

moral of the story: if you want to stop breathing and there is some form of life after death, there's a chance that you could end up feeling just extremely awful from a combination of guilt, anxiety, and missing all the stuff you used to be able to do. so uh yeah don't risk it