I don't know if this is an autism thing or something else… but I am having a breakdown over a haircut my parents made me get… I just lay on my floor and sobbed uncontrollably for like half an hour… my hairs length was similar to Ellie's in tlou2 but now it's just some generic short hair cut… and when I say short I mean like my hair is two inches/six centimetres above my collar… I want to die so badly right now… I can't even look at my reflection in a mirror otherwise I break down… please let me know if any of y'all are similar to me and any methods that help alleviate this…
Quick survey... Do y'all read the captions on tiktoks / reels or whatever you watch? One of my friends (let's call him J) sent me a tiktok of a girl and said: "I'm afraid she is my type" and I was confused and asked him what he was talking about as the caption was: "wuh luh wuh" with the #wlw... Like dude? What are you talking about? She isn't your type she is other women's type 
I just found out that I have a friend who I can be myself around and they genuinely like talking to me... I for some reason sobbed for a little bit when I found that out... The human body is weird huh?
Have any of y'all played the second the last of us??? You should, I can't recommend it enough (and this isn't because I'm in love with Ellie the game stands on its own merits)
I think nicknames / shortened forms of names are cool! It's interesting how people form the shortened name and it can tell you something about that person! (Someone I know took the last part of my name and uses that whereas someone else takes the first few letters...) Fun stuff!
I bought the last of us part 2 to play on PS4... My brother is using all the TV's and his laptop and his phone to watch the tennis... My monitor is too old and doesn't have a HDMI port... We had an old TV in the garage but it won't turn on... At this point I might just die
You know what's crazy? I knew that my music taste wasn't mainstream but when someone tells me they have never heard of Chappel roan it blows my mind... Like how do you not know her??? HOT TO GO!? Good luck, babe? Red wine supernova????
Someone asked me what my type was... My answer? Vi from arcane and Ellie from the last of us 2... She immediately called me a lesbian... Saying I have lesbian tastes in women... This leads me to my essay question... Why do men have bad taste? In this essay...
ARRRRRRRGGHHHHHHHH I PREORDERED A BOOK ON SUNDAY THAT WAS RELEASED TODAY AND THEY INSTANTLY SOLD OUT! THEY WONT EVEN BE RESTOCKING UNTIL FEBRUARY 20TH AND I HAVE TO WAIT FOR IT TO GET HERE AFTER THAT! I AM CURRENTLY 16 AND WILL BE 17 BY THE TIME MY FLIPPING BOOK GETS HERE!!!!
For the love of everything that is good in the world, WATCH ARCANE. It doesn't matter who you are, the writing is amazing, the art style is pleasant on the eye, the characters are all believable... It is only 18 episodes split up into 2 seasons of 9, it is sooo worth the watch, even if you do not like animated shows or watching tv shows in general STILL WATCH IT, I promise it will not disappoint... And this is not even just me saying this, I know many people who have watched it and they all rave about it... Please just watch it if I can only give one recommendation it would be this... (Side note if you are autistic and watch the show... Prepare for the best hyperfixation of your life, unless you are a contrarian and watch it just to hate on it after because then you won't enjoy it as much)
Something that's odd and I've noticed about my behaviour is that I tend to have different "personalities"? (Not really) Sort of like... My brain will operate differently at different times... It's like... Imagine if at times your brain was the detective in the mystery novel... Like Sherlock Holmes, and it picked up on circumstantial evidence like he does (crime scene evidence), sometimes its more like the villain Moriarty where it profiles people and tries to work out the way they tick, sometimes it's insanely introverted, sometimes its other things aswell (there are more but none I am going to bother listing) I've noticed this and I'm not sure whether it's just because of like autism or something, or maybe there is something wrong with me... If anyone knows what I'm talking about or what it might be similar to please let me know, as I'm still myself so it's not different personalities but my brain will work differently and it's random I think... Idk anyway yeah please let me know