i was rereading some stuff i wrote to you like a year ago sorry i was so idk pissy i cant think of my alt word for that , ab u saying you had adhd idk erm i lowkey felt like. well some people lwk just spout that and claim it for everything but i think if you research whatever it is you probs have a good chance of knowing whether or not u have it, ofc idk some people might be looking for stuff and claiming theyve found it but i dont think thats what its like for everyone i was lwk just really annoying and also trying to deny that anything was wrong with myself either, not true not even if you ignore it yk, ocd is a perfect explanation to what ive experienced especially in SO many manifestations in the past two years, and lowkey idk something like 30% of people with ocd have autism or other way around and erm my brother and mother and father have all guessed that before. so. that might be as well possible but uhm i know thats not an excuse for my behavior, not is any thing possibly wrong with me or what my current opinion was then of what was or might be wrong with me, i am simply trying to offer an explanation for why i was rude hah. i very much apologize and hope as well you will forgive me.