i hate my life sometimes. i express my hatred of life a lot. i do a bad job of instantly going to the first discord server that i see and venting there. it's become a really bad habit of mine and i want to stop it. this page will be venting a lot, and if you expect more than that then check out my darflen profile. i use it more than this site. https://darflen.com/users/--
he actually hates me now... i got my friend sick and now he can't go to robotics... because my parents won't just let me have a single fuckin day off
i'm sick of being sick! it sucks! i have to go to school with a blocked nose, terrible cough that sounds like a fuckin seal, watery eyes, and a headache! all while everyone laughs at me and asks why i'm even at school (the answer is always my parents force me)
oh yeah also i didn't finish two tests yesterday because i had to repeatedly go out of the classroom and use tissues which didn't even work
and it takes so long to get better, fucking sisyphus
biden is now out of the race, thank god. we don't need someone who doesn't even know what 4+4 is in office again
that being said i'm not really a trump fan but (insert ear joke)
what do you get when you mix red and orange
an injured former president 
i thought i would share some daily affirmations i use with you guys if you wanted them
i am a mistake
it's never worth it
everything is a lie
i can't escape
i have no freedom
i need her i need her i need her i nee
guns were a great invention
i'm still a mistake
i repeat each of these to myself in the morning 5 times while staring at myself in the mirror
i haven't posted here in days but don't worry guys i still hate myself 
i fucked up… BIG time…
with youtube rolling out a new feature where your @(handles) can be different languages other than english, people discovered one-character channel handles were possible if they translate to english phrases with at least 3 characters
from there i jokingly decided to try and see if there were channels with a single emoji as their handle, because that would be funny if that actually could work! right? right???
one existed. it actually fucking existed. a channel with an emoji as their handle. this was (still is) LEGENDARY. and i was the second person to find this out, the first obviously being the channel that did it. so when i found out about this extremely valuable information, which of the following do you think i did?
claim one for myself
post the image above in a discord server full of people interested in this stuff
here's a hint - the latter. i did the latter
within 10 minutes of me posting that image, all 17 possible emoji handles were taken. they're actively selling them amongst each other for $5000-$10000 each. if i had kept my mouth shut i might've been able to claim a bunch of them on my own channels and sell them for $5k each after. but no, i did the exact opposite! it's upsetting that someone now has 4 of these ALL BECAUSE OF ME and yet i’m left with none. oh well i guess…
likes on wasteof are more valuable than usd anyways! right? right???