i hate my life sometimes. i express my hatred of life a lot. i do a bad job of instantly going to the first discord server that i see and venting there. it's become a really bad habit of mine and i want to stop it. this page will be venting a lot, and if you expect more than that then check out my darflen profile. i use it more than this site. https://darflen.com/users/--
it's my birthday today
one of my little brother's old friends passed away yesterday… at 12 years old
i may not have known him as well as the rest of my family but i'm taking it as a reminder to not take life for granted
crashing out i failed a math quiz for the first time ever and i have two more tests later today
factual! obviously you'll get hate here because it's like saying “the away team is better” at a stadium full of fans for the home team no matter if the away team is actually better or not
man this site sucks! it's full of negativity! who could possibly be contributing to that
nice warm pizza, soft relaxing rain, neighbors yelling in the background 
he actually hates me now... i got my friend sick and now he can't go to robotics... because my parents won't just let me have a single fuckin day off
i'm sick of being sick! it sucks! i have to go to school with a blocked nose, terrible cough that sounds like a fuckin seal, watery eyes, and a headache! all while everyone laughs at me and asks why i'm even at school (the answer is always my parents force me)
oh yeah also i didn't finish two tests yesterday because i had to repeatedly go out of the classroom and use tissues which didn't even work
and it takes so long to get better, fucking sisyphus
biden is now out of the race, thank god. we don't need someone who doesn't even know what 4+4 is in office again
that being said i'm not really a trump fan but (insert ear joke)
what do you get when you mix red and orange
an injured former president 
i thought i would share some daily affirmations i use with you guys if you wanted them
i am a mistake
it's never worth it
everything is a lie
i can't escape
i have no freedom
i need her i need her i need her i nee
guns were a great invention
i'm still a mistake
i repeat each of these to myself in the morning 5 times while staring at myself in the mirror
i haven't posted here in days but don't worry guys i still hate myself 