i hate my life sometimes. i express my hatred of life a lot. i do a bad job of instantly going to the first discord server that i see and venting there. it's become a really bad habit of mine and i want to stop it. this page will be venting a lot, and if you expect more than that then check out my darflen profile. i use it more than this site. https://darflen.com/users/--
swear to fuck youtube ads are going to push me into a porn addiction. i just want to watch like fuckin geometry dash streams and at the bottom of the screen is some 
sfw anime ad with tits taking up half the screen. if i block an ad i just get a different one for the same game/site/whatever and it's so annoying
sorry but i just don't really know where else to talk about this
what the fuck does this even mean
as a high school junior i thought we were past the days of secret admirers writing cheesy notes tagged “love, anon :3” like you gave me ZERO clues bitch i am NOT sherlock holmes
today my dad basically told me my videos are meaningless straight to my face
this absolutely shattered my heart, i've finally been getting back into a rhythm with content creation but now i honestly don't know if i want to keep going anymore
https://youtube.com/@golden_rod please support my latest videos
day 1 no youtube, already experiencing crazy withdrawals
jet lag has fucked my sleep schedule, today i kinda woke up at a reasonable time but i'm eepy right n