i hate my life sometimes. i express my hatred of life a lot. i do a bad job of instantly going to the first discord server that i see and venting there. it's become a really bad habit of mine and i want to stop it. this page will be venting a lot, and if you expect more than that then check out my darflen profile. i use it more than this site. https://darflen.com/users/--
she said no
why am i surprised… why am i like this…
it's so fucking embarrassing when they say no, i'm a fickle bastard that has never gotten a yes so why am i even trying
she let me subtly flirt right before??? like if she wanted to draw boundaries why didn't she do it right then and there? fucking hell i'm so conflicted… why am i overthinking this, especially when i completely expected this outcome
I FUCKING DESPISE TETRIS.COM THE GAME SUCKS THERE ARE SO MANY BUGS THAT ONLY AFFECT PEOPLE LIKE ME I HATE THAT I'M SO GOOD AT THE GAME
grinding for a world record literally feels like gambling, no exaggeration i have spent hours and hours of my day just spamming attempts, either getting bad rng or making stupid random mistakes, and i’m forgetting to fucking eat in the process! it's super unhealthy for me and it's fucking my mental health in the ass because i know i'm fully capable of doing it, i just… can't
(the bounty for the record is $1)
(i am stressing this much over a singular usd)
eat a plum
Coleslaw is fucking good, has a good crunch to it and the mayo makes a delicious sauce
If you don’t like mayo than grow the fuck up
“Eat a salad” mfs are also annoying I don’t eat salads as they’re bland coleslaw isn’t bland
when i involve myself in the argument: "NOW YOU'RE GETTING PUNISHED TOO"
when i distance myself from the argument: "YOU DON'T NEED TO FUCKING RUN AWAY"
nobody has the same goals as me… it's so hard for me to stay motivated when nobody wants to/knows how to motivate me…
it's my birthday today
one of my little brother's old friends passed away yesterday… at 12 years old
i may not have known him as well as the rest of my family but i'm taking it as a reminder to not take life for granted
crashing out i failed a math quiz for the first time ever and i have two more tests later today
factual! obviously you'll get hate here because it's like saying “the away team is better” at a stadium full of fans for the home team no matter if the away team is actually better or not
man this site sucks! it's full of negativity! who could possibly be contributing to that
he actually hates me now... i got my friend sick and now he can't go to robotics... because my parents won't just let me have a single fuckin day off
i'm sick of being sick! it sucks! i have to go to school with a blocked nose, terrible cough that sounds like a fuckin seal, watery eyes, and a headache! all while everyone laughs at me and asks why i'm even at school (the answer is always my parents force me)
oh yeah also i didn't finish two tests yesterday because i had to repeatedly go out of the classroom and use tissues which didn't even work
and it takes so long to get better, fucking sisyphus
