I feel like I’m trying to justify me saying that I’m leaving and then me realizing that I don’t really want to leave or have much of anywhere to leave right now and now I feel like I have to justify that
tldr: I’ve realized that even though I said I would leave I probably won’t because I don’t really feel like it
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No need to justify your reasoning for using or not using a social media, if you want to use it, that's fine, if you don't wanna use it, that's fine too. You don't owe people a thorough in-depth explanation imo. Just do what feels right for you. 
thanks, it was more “oh no I just made a big thing saying that I was leaving because ‘this place sucks now’ how do I now explain that I’ve changed my mind after two days”
maybe I should just disappear suddenly with no explanation if I really feel like leaving
Totally up to you lol, just wanted to sorta say you don’t owe people an explanation if you don’t feel like you have a cohesive one or just simply wish not to share. We as people are confusing and messy, no need to pretend that we have everything solved all the time y’know?