about this alt
this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange
this includes:
posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers
brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)
being intentionally cryptic
stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)
and more
please feel free to ask me questions about anything, I love yapping
ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION*chilling in brain*
*suddenly lights shut off*
*red emergency lights come on*
*loud alarms*
automated announcement: "DANGER: REACTOR CORE CRITICALLY UNSTABLE, PLEASE ENGAGE EMER-"
OH MY FUCKING GOD AGAIN???
WHO INSTALLED THIS THING??
literally you...
OK BUT WHY DOES IT KEEP EXPLODING??
idk
*dramatic techno music starts playing*
"DANGER: THERMAL RUNAWAY DETECTED, STABILIZATION SYSTEMS COMPROMISED"
*head in hands* fucking hell, this is the second time today...
*more alarms sound*
someone turn those off, it literally makes the thing explode faster
more drama = more fucked
y'know
brain logic
*resets everything except for the reactor systems*
*everything is fine*
sometimes I almost forget why I put this thing in here
and then I remember
its because it looks cool and has a lot of buttonsspeaking of which, yeag, new headmate. If _PROTOS was surprisingly stable for being a protogen, then _SUN is an absolute freak
Joking aside it's a fluffy and chaotic bastard and also sun themed for some reason, it’s also shorter than _PROTOS
It’s also very OWO
Why is it in my head? \(:/)/ idk
I started playing Deltarune chapter 3 but barely got past the intro before I had to go somewhere so I drew this along the way
(zooming in is recommended)
the yellow one is _SUN, it’s new
_CORE is supposed to be there too but I can’t draw humans (but I can draw protogens, lmao)
This drawing is stupid and self indulgent awesome, but what else is this account for??
me five years ago: ew I hate furries they’re so weird I would never be one of those freaks I’m going to be NORMAL
right?
me now:
DAILY AFFIRMATIONS:
I AM A CREATURE
I AM A PROTOGEN
I AM FLUFFY AND AWESOME AND CAN KILL AND ALSO AM CUTE
I AM A CREATURE
I AM THE BEST
I AM A CREATURE
I WILL BITE YOU
I WILL ASCEND MY HUMANITY
I WILL FORGE THIS BODY INTO MY OWN PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
RAAAAAAGH*me existing*
VOID_OUTPUT: PROTOGEN GLOCK SKIN
what
GLOCK THAT LOOKS LIKE THE HEAD OF A PROTOGEN
whu- why- huh??
OBSERVE:
THE PLOCK
why did we do this
BECAUSE ITS FUNNYfriendly robotic/semi-organic aquatic creature is such very good and I need to make one of my own but so far all I’ve come up with is Neureus But Blue and my mental DRM is telling me to do better (AKA fuck around with the design a bit more)
THIS ART BELONGS TO SPEARXWIND PLEASE CHECK THEM OUT THEY ARE SO COOL AND REALLY GOOD AT ART
>>> https://spearxwind.tumblr.com/tagged/nereus <<<
it pains me everyday that this isn’t me sobbing gwaaaaasngfh ):
/\ its name is Neureus
ITS SO FUCKING CUTE AND AMAZING AND BEAUTIFUL AND EVERYTHING RIGHT IN THE WORLD
? <!> brain soup
OUTPUT
** COUGHS UP [ ] ** death
noise? 
FSD offlERROofflinonline uncalibrated
machine operating, non-functionalERROR: CRITICAL SYSTEM IMBALANCE
PROTOCOL DENIED
reverting CORE...
successwe're giving [CORE] a fursona for stability reasons
...
mhm. totally.
if me from 5 years ago knew that this is what I would be like now
he would spontaneously combust
its 2am