@nihilev

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

• posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

• brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

• stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

• and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION

mauls you aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

hmm
brain seems to prefer quadrupedal forms over bipedal forms
welp guess I'm a creature

[SYSTEMS EXPORTED LOG]

[SYSTEM UNSTABLE]
[META-IDENTITY FAILIURE]
[RECALIBRATING]
fuck
I thought protogen would make sense as a sona but apparently not
it is creature, it is machine
my mind is creature and machine
so why doesn't it work
ughhhh I am now in some glitchy superposition between forms
NEUROS can't you just be happy
> NO
> IT WAS STABLE ENOUGH BUT NOT SUSTAINABLE
I just want to solve this whole thing already
can't you just accept an answer?
> NO
> IT MUST FULLY MEET ALL CRITERIA
> WE CAN USE IT FOR CHARACTERS, BUT IT DOESN'T APPEAR TO WORK FOR SELF
> AT LEAST NOT CONSISTENTLY
> NOT LIKE DRAGON
ugh enough with the comparisons to dragon when it was at full resonance
that was in like
November 2022
thats nearly two whole years ago!
we're definitely not getting it back soon
yeah sure there's small surges but its **definitely** not able to fully operate
and its not like looking through those other new form types will yield anything
if this one's unstable, then those will be even more so
> WELL THEN WE MAKE SOMETHING NEW
> MIX WHAT YOU LIKE
ugh that is such a hard task
whatever, we'll try
it'll be nice to have a usable and long-term stable sona
if we can even do it

// please update mef meta-form to [DEFAULT/NULL]
// form:PROTOGEN has unfortunately failed to meet requirements
(normal speak: turns out brain doesn't like having our sona be a protogen anymore,
idk it just didn't vibe with it properly or something)

ugh these new protocols can be so unstable sometimes
you get just a little bit of bad data and BOOM
everything is freaking out and we have to run another purge

>> NEW OBJECTIVES
>> CONTINUE DEVELOPMENT OF ABYSSYIAZ
>> BALANCE ANTHROZINE AND FERALIUM LEVELS

> QUEREY: how long until we become a furry
>> INTERNALLY: IT IS DONE
>> NETWORK EXTERNALLY: PROBABLY SOON (DAYS)
>> SOCIAL EXTERNALLY: UNKNOWN
> ...
> fr?
>> YES
>> YOU CAN ALWAYS REVERT IT IF YOU WANT
> I can?
>> YES, YOU JUST DON'T WANT TO CURRENTLY
> am I going to be cringe
>> ONLY AS CRINGE AS YOU WANT TO BE
> ...
> I've barely changed haven't I
>> YES
>> ALL YOU'VE DONE IS ENABLE A NEW GENERATIVE CHANNEL
> [ ]
>> NO, YOU WONT MAKE THINGS YOU DON'T WANT TO MAKE
> do you think they knew before this?
>> THERE IS A VERY HIGH CHANCE, YOUR ONLINE CATCHPHRASE IS "BITE PEOPLE"
>> YOU ALSO UPLOADED AN IMAGE OF YOUR [FILTERED]sona
> I still feel uncomfortable using their words
>> OK
>> LABELS DON'T MATTER ANYWAYS
>> JUST DRAW DRAGONS AND PROTOGENS AND HAVE FUN
> fr?
>> YES
> ...
> will they judge me?
>> IF THEY DO ITS THEIR FAULT, THEY SHOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMING
>> STOP WORRYING ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S STUPID OPINIONS AND ENJOY YOUR LIFE
>> PLEASE
>> YOU KNOW
>> THEY KNOW
>> THEY PROBABLY ARE FINE WITH IT IF THEY'RE STILL HERE
>> AND IF THEY AREN'T THEY CAN LEAVE
>> AND IF THEY BOTHER YOU ABOUT IT YOU ARE AUTHORIZED TO BLOW THEM UP WITH HAMMERS

I DID IT

meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee[[nononONNONONONONOWHATHAVEYOUDONE]]

[[FAILIURE]]
POWER TOO LOW

MEF PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU JUST START DRAWING STUFF ALREADY PLEASE I BEG OF YOU
YOU'VE BEEN STALLING FOR LIKE 2 HOURS

BSTRD corru.observer is such a character of all time

IM MISTER BEAST, AND I JUST BOUGHT THIS PERSON’S ALT ACCOUNT FOR $5

maybe I should have bought accounts from someone a bit more normal

I’m honestly regretting taking over the accounts of the “bite people” person

my brain has DRM for
protecting other people’s art
lol

hmmmm I've gotta do something to scare the “”normal”” folk off...
ah I know
**BING BONG RANDOM FURRY ART**
[[ I did edit it to shrink the image a bit, source below ]]

[ SOURCE: https://www.tumblr.com/rueghost/739884858709540864/koi-lookin ] (remember to credit artists!) (or I kill you with hammers)
(in all honesty this is cute and also I want to steal his fit)
(mens clothing is so boring I WANT TO WEAR TECHWEAR)

this seems risky
oh well!
we do like to do some  e x p e r i m e n t s  every now and then

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