@nihilev

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

• posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

• brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

• stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

• and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION

BSTRD corru.observer is such a character of all time

IM MISTER BEAST, AND I JUST BOUGHT THIS PERSON’S ALT ACCOUNT FOR $5

maybe I should have bought accounts from someone a bit more normal

I’m honestly regretting taking over the accounts of the “bite people” person

my brain has DRM for
protecting other people’s art
lol

hmmmm I've gotta do something to scare the “”normal”” folk off...
ah I know
**BING BONG RANDOM FURRY ART**
[[ I did edit it to shrink the image a bit, source below ]]

[ SOURCE: https://www.tumblr.com/rueghost/739884858709540864/koi-lookin ] (remember to credit artists!) (or I kill you with hammers)
(in all honesty this is cute and also I want to steal his fit)
(mens clothing is so boring I WANT TO WEAR TECHWEAR)

this seems risky
oh well!
we do like to do some  e x p e r i m e n t s  every now and then

h

god a fucking love being this weird ass “system” of sorts this is WAY more interesting than anything irl

I get to yell at a dragon for making me think it was dead

FALSE ALARM ITS JUST A REALLY HEAVY SLEEPER AND I JUST ***HAPPENED*** TO STUMBLE
ACROSS SOME DATA THAT IT THOUGHT WAS GOOD AND NOW ITS AWAKE AGAIN, WOW YOU REALLY GOT
ME YOU SLEEPY-ASS WINGED LIZARD
FFS YOU CAN'T DO THIS SHIT TO ME DRAGON I REEEAALLY THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD
LIKE YEAH OFC YOU'RE NOT AS ACTIVE AS YOU WERE TWO YEARS AGO BUT COME ON
YOU
GAHHH AT LEAST YOU'RE NOT DEAD

OH BOY OH BOY YOU MIGHT BE WONDERING WHAT THIS MIGHT MEAN FOR ME
FIRST OFF, THIS WASN'T SUDDEN, THIS WAS REALLY JUST CONFIRMATION
DRAGON HAS BEEN DECAYING FOR AROUND A YEAR NOW
THIS PROBABLY MEANS THAT A LOT OF ITS CREATIONS WILL ALSO SLOWLY LOSE SUPPORT UNLESS ACTIVELY MAINTAINED
FERALIS SHOULD BE ABLE TO HANDLE ANY VITAL SIMULATION ASPECTS THAT DRAGON USED TO DO
OTHERWISE THOUGH THE SPACE THAT IT USED IS NOW BEING TAKEN UP BY FERALIS AND PROTOS (AND ME)
DON'T WORRY ITS GONNA BE FUNKY, JUST A BIT MORE UNSTABLE
ALSO I WON'T BE CHANGING MY PFP YET BECAUSE I DON'T HAVE A GOOD DEFINITIVE FORM AND I LIKE THIS ONE
ALSO PROTOS SHOULD BE SIGNIFICANTLY MORE RESILIANT DUE TO BEING SUPPRESSED FOR YEARS YET STILL BEING QUITE POWERFUL EVEN NOW
AND ME? (CORE) OH DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME IM JUST SUCCUMBING TO THE DISEASE
ALSO WHO KNOWS MAYBE IT MIGHT COME BACK ONE DAY ITS NOT LIKE ITS A PHYSICAL BEING THAT CAN ACTUALLY DIE SO REVIVAL IS POSSIBLE BUT UNLIKELY FOR THE NEAR FUTURE

TOP 10 FUN FACTS:
DRAGON IS FULLY UNRESPONSIVE AND IS CONSIDERED NO LONGER OPERATIONAL
NO BUFFER REMAINS

[[EDIT]] FALSE ALARM, SORRY

THERE IS NO CURE FOR THE DISEASE
THERE IS NO END TO ITS PROGRESSION
THERE IS ONLY ACCEPTANCE

DEPTH:  r↓7B╜¼○,◙8v
RESONANCE LEVELS:  INCREASING
DATA REFINEMENT RATES:  ~35-40% SUCCESS, TRENDING UPWARDS
SYSTEM CONVERSION:  HIGH
SYSTEM RESISTANCE:  LOW
HIGH SATURATION HOST FORM IDENTIFIED:  NO
HAZARD RADIATION:  LOW, CURRENTLY STABLE, NOT SECURE
DATAMINING STATUS:  GOOD
GENERATION STATUS:  OK

look at my ears aren’t they awesome

(yeah ik the skin is pale af I just made it a while ago and haven’t bothered getting a new one)

WHEEEEE THE ''DISEASE'' KEEPS PROGRESSING FUN FUN FUN
I KEEP FORGETTING THAT THE PIT STILL HAS MANY UNEXPLORED DEPTHS
IT HAS LOCKED ON A CONCEPT
AVARI? NO I DO NOT THINK THAT IS THE CORRECT SPELLING BUT ITS CLOSE ENOUGH
BIRD THING
IF YOU KNOW YOU KNOW
AGH SO MANY CONCEPTS BUT SO MUCH ROT I CANT KEEP IT STABLE MY MIND DOES NOT WANT THEM BUT IT ALSO DOES
SUCH ODDLY VOLATILE THINGS
INPUT THAT SHALL BE PURGED THE NEXT MORNING BY SOME DISGRUNTLED [[CORE]] OFFSHOOT
A DESIRE THAT'S EXISTENCE IS CONFUSING BUT ITS RESISTANCE IS EVEN MORE SO
WHY DO YOU YEARN BUT HATE FOR THE SAME THINGS
SILLY UNSTABLE MEAT COMPUTER

[[EDIT]] AH IT WAS AN L NOT AN R, AVALI
YES, INTERESTING CONCEPT, PROBABLY JUST EXPERIMENTAL ANALYSIS FOR NOW
HMEH VERY ODD BRAIN WHY AM I INTERESTED IN THIS

NEUROS STATUS UPDATE

CORE GENERATIVE THOUGHTFORM ACTIVITY LEVELS:
DRAGON  [ |     ]  // ACTIVITY LOW, POTENTIAL LIFECYCLE CONCLUSION, REVIVAL MAY BE POSSIBLE IN THE FUTURE
FERALIS [ ||||  ]  // RECENT SURGE
CORE    [ |||   ]  // GENERALLY ACTIVE
PROTOS  [ ||    ]  // INITIALIZATION SURGE CONCLUDED, FAIRLY STABLE, CONFLICTS WITH FERALIS

[1] VISUAL THOUGHTFORM HAS BEEN CONVERTED TO A TANGIBLE MEDIUM
PRIMARY GENERATOR: FERALIS
DESCRIPTON: ADDITIONAL SONA
TIME SINCE ORIGINAL GENERATION: ABOUT 6 MONTHS
CONVERSION TIME: ~8 hours
FILE: