Grief can be a messy thing. Stealing this from Sean, but I hope you have people you can talk to and cope with.

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I’m sorry to hear that. I said this previously but grief can be a very confusing thing and different for everyone. There really isn’t a guide on how to deal with it, but I hope you’ve got folks you’re able to speak to about this, as that can usually relieve the burden somewhat.

Losing someone is a terrible, terrible thing

I know your going through a huge amount of pain right now. I wish there was something we could do. The only thing we can do is say that we are here for you. If you ever need people to talk to, we all really care about you.