@nihilev

[me messing with people in roblox chat]
[1] if I had a funeral would yall come
[2] yeah
[3] hell no
[1] there would be drugs
[1] like w__d [[context: filter bypassing]]
[me] will you have the chemical that turns you into a creature?
[1] cocaine?
[me] no, the chemical that turns you into a quadrupedal creature with claws and a tail
[1] fent?
[2] [me] sold me fent
[me] no I mean literally
[1] the stuff from tmnt?

to clarify, this mostly means that the core entity, DRAGON, is now basically dead ): However, my obsession with dragons is not gone, I was just sick and having a moment.

[scrolling through internet]
[1] this person made a pokemon AU where the people have dragon forms
[1] thats so cringe lol
[2] the hell are you talking about thats awesome
[2] that sounds like something we would be making up a year or two ago (minus the pokemon part)
[1] shhhhh shut up
[2] you shut up

people bitten
mission successful
returning to the void

NEUROS WARNING
MASSIVE ENERGY SPIKE DETECTED
CONTAINMENT OVERFLOW

so much brain rot ehehehehehehehehehehehe

seems like FERALIS is still working

ok yep time for creature phase

EYrrRRAAHGHRrRr

nononononononononononono what do you mean I am no longer having immediate positive reactions to seeing dragons and creatures what do you mean this fixation has been slowly dying for the past year but I have to keep it alive because I’ve already made it my identity and I have basically nothing except logic and existential dread underneath it nononononono don’t go I’ll try to save you again please I beg of you I don’t want to be some personality-less goblin nerd again please

entropy? quantum tunneling? false vacuum decay? something something- my mind tries to
explain this event in terms of logic, physics for some reason. maybe because this is
the closest thing to those phenomena. humanity is ultimately my mind's vacuum state,
whether it likes it or not. attempting to change a vacuum state is useless, you can
create a false vacuum, but at some point it will collapse.
what am I talking about, its not physics, physics don't exist within such a simulation.
the state of DRAGON system started decaying only months after it was initialized 
around late October 2022. I kept pushing it, keeping it alive and functional, but
eventually it is bound to fail for good. It's become part of both my internal and
external identity, and it was amazing for simulations. the continued pushing, rapid
repairs, mass dump of reference data, and filtering, has ultimately led to it losing
any of its remaining identity. maybe it will keep going for another month, but its bound
to run out of integrity soon.

[WARNING]
all core entities critically destabilized, meta-operations shut down
generative systems limited
estimated likelihood of resurrection success: 43%
unable to continue current protocols without furthering damage to NEUROS internal systems, major system update required

[ABYSSAL] ABYSSAL takes the form of a massive aquatic leviathan, despite its intimidating form it is typically quite peaceful.
ABYSSAL assists in restabilization and backup systems, as well as regulating moods.
ABYSSAL is very stable, and extremely damage resistant, making it an ideal fallback.
[ARC/SOLAS] ARC takes the form of a protogen-like entity, and is relatively laid back.
ARC manages systems security and repairs, as well as regulating problematic processes.
ARC is relatively stable and damage resistant.

Below is a rough sketch of each of them

[edit] outdated

I refer to these a fair amount on this account so I might as well give some context for them

NEUROS: CORE ENTITIES
entities within NEUROS can typically described as “characters” given their own free will and emotions (to an extent) to interact with the internal system.
Although this is typically used to simulate interactions within simulations, it is also used to parallelize operations in internal management, this is the distinctions of core entities.
NEUROS currently contains 5 core entities, each with varying levels of control and jobs.
[CORE] The main entity which is typically a direct representation of myself, although it can take more forms if needed or desired.
CORE has the highest system privilege and typically manages most things, as well as external operations.
CORE can become unstable under some circumstances.
[DRAGON] sometimes referred to as DRAGON_SYSTEM, typically controls simulations and manages generative processes.
DRAGON typically stabilizes system, although it does not take damage well, and is vulnerable to attacks or malfunctioning systems.
[FERALIS] the feral thing in my brain which is mainly responsible for my new catchphrase being “bite people”.
FERALIS can take many forms and is responsible for many generative tasks.
FERALIS can sometimes be destabilizing to systems, but is highly damage resistant, which makes it a bit hard to control.

CONTINUED IN REPOST

post is referencing self as creature form

put me in a washing machine and I get my tail in my mouth, call me an ouroboros.

idk I thought of this and thought it was funny

SYSTEM LOG: 1/16/24 ~10:30 PM
EXPORT REASON: heglbreph why do we need this field its always just because I'm bored
[[CURRENT EXTERNAL STATUS: in bed listening to music]]
MUSIC INFLUENCED SIMULATION
! GENERATE CHARACTER
male dragon with human form
dragon form data [color scheme = orange, element = fire]
human form data [gunslinger, cowboy?- TEXABOO [[context: Japanese person obsessed with texas/cowboys, essentially a reverse weeaboo]] ]
[1] WOAH
[1] WAIT THATS A FANTASTIC IDEA YES I LOVE THAT
[1] EHEHEEHE GOOD COOKING

WHAT HAVE YOU DONE

don't do it
DO IT
don't do it
DO IT
don't do it
ITLL BE FUN
they told you not too
THEY'RE JUST AFRAID OF ME
no, don't do it
DOOOO IIIIIIT