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about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • being intentionally cryptic

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

please feel free to ask me questions about anything, I love yapping

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
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there are 30 diseased individuals now following me

I DESERVE TO HAVE A BIG TAIL
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meeeee

rivulet version

I should make a slugcatsona…

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HELP
how do I purge my subconscious short term memory cache
I try launching a simulation but it’s just Deep Rock Galactic and I can’t close it
[worldgen progress]
we should make it fun
but like also nihilistic
and feral
yeah smack those together that sounds good
mess with your own identity settings
trust me its fun
turn off the safeties
yeah and that one too
SCREWING AROUND IN THE ALL TOO EMPTY VOID
SMACK IT SMACK IT SMACK IT SMACK IT

I should make a slugcatsona…

oh hey maybe it would be easier to generate a world if we just removed the
requirement for it to make sense
just smack together the stuff we like and mess around with it
yea
maybe that'll work
(it said for the 50th time)

currently not feral

currently trying to make a minecraft mod

no, it probably won’t have much to do with dragons because I suck at 3d modeling

yeah I think I’m mentally some sort of were-dragon

anyone who follows this account will get the disease improvement

[ NEUROS:: DETECTING RISE IN FERALIUM LEVELS ]
GOOD
[WORLDGEN:: STATUS]
WORLD: generation partially sufficient, OK TO CONTINUE
CHARACTERS: generation partially sufficient, OK TO CONTINUE
PLOT/CONFLICT: NO DATA FOUND, MUST BE GENERATED IN ORDER TO CONTINUE

> FLASH GENERATE CONFLICTS:
- PROTAGONIST(S) VS CORRUPTION: some form of plague on the world, must be purged
- PROTAGONIST(S) VS FACTION: a group of entities is doing [undefined], which is bad, they must be stopped
- PROTAGONIST(S) VS SOCIETY: the society is messed up in some way, protagonists must lead and carry out change
GENERATED CONCEPTS RATING: meh, very vague, definitely need more development but its
better than nothing

I’ve been working on a drawing, still got a ways to go, but heres a partial screenshot of what I currently have: