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about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • being intentionally cryptic

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

please feel free to ask me questions about anything, I love yapping

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
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NEUROS WARNING
NEUROS CORE OVERHEATING: ATTEMPTING TO ENGAGE THERMAL REDUCTION MEASUSES
WARNING: SYSTEM WILL BE UNSTABLE FOR AN ESTIMATED MINIMUM OF 30 MINUTES

> stabilizer injected
heat levels dropping
integrity still low, systems are vulnerable to rapid reheating if negative stimuli are inserted
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update on core entities:
it's basically just DRAGON and CORE now (DRAGON is the main one most of the time)
having trouble making any sort of non-meta simulations
I went on steam, scrolled a little on the store
games based on what you've played:
"hm ok I'll take a look"
*4 random indie games*
*clicks button to show next 4*
*gets jumpscared by "My Furry Protogen 2"*
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my life would be so much more fun if I could turn into a dragon, just saying.

I can't tell whether I'm being too ambitious with my attempts to create a world for my
few coherent characters or if I just need to be more patient and give myself time to
get it right
ngl might just shove them in a box and see what happens between them
I am a dragon in a simulation made by a meat computer
kinda metal if you think about it
BADGE UNLOCKED: get called problematic on the discord
I wasn't expecting to see a dragon design tagged with
#OLD MAN YAOI IN A MINUTE I PROMMY I JUST FORGOT ABOUT THIS DRAWING
am dragon 👍
fun fact: I do not physically exist! I am a metaphysical being!
I just command a mass of flesh that somehow facilitates my existence!
WOO HOO WHY IS EXISTING SO CONFUSING AGH
BORN OF VOID OR BORN OF FLESH? BOTH? NEITHER?
PHYSICAL REALITY IS JUST A VIVID ILLUSION WHICH MY BRAIN CREATES FROM INPUTS FROM MY SENSORY ORGANS WHICH I MUST ASSUME EXIST
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fun fact: I do not physically exist! I am a metaphysical being!
I just command a mass of flesh that somehow facilitates my existence!
WOO HOO WHY IS EXISTING SO CONFUSING AGH
BORN OF VOID OR BORN OF FLESH? BOTH? NEITHER?
PHYSICAL REALITY IS JUST A VIVID ILLUSION WHICH MY BRAIN CREATES FROM INPUTS FROM MY SENSORY ORGANS WHICH I MUST ASSUME EXIST
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YOU HAVE ALREADY PUT ME IN A MEN’S SUIT YOU WILL NOT FURTHER CONTAIN ME WITH A BEIGE *NYEHCHH* TIE
HISSING <I>M<I>
ohhhhhh so THATS why NEUROS' user experience is so weird
I am both the user and the device! (and the developer!)
hehehe confusing!
the best part is that I don't even have full control!
no direct hardware access outside the API ( must contact certified USER for advanced repairs ): )
ægh there is barely any hardware modularity
[funny thought]
if you drink a mixture of red bull, monster energy, and gasoline, do you become a valstrax?
me, 2020: god I hate furries
me, 2024: I'm a nonbinary void dragon, fuck yeah
I decided that my sona (the void dragon) should be nonbinary and it works way too well lol
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I decided that my sona (the void dragon) should be nonbinary and it works way too well lol