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about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

  • posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

  • brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

  • stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

  • and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION
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my disease has become virulent, excellent.

7 0 1

noooooo I got to the end and it hasn’t been added on to since 2022 ):

on a totally unrelated note you should read this https://href.li/?https://tapas.io/series/EXTINCTIONcomic (ITSSOGOODITSSOGOOD)

man, I wish I could be a dragon

world generation in progress...
time since task begin: ~1 week
progress: several prototype concepts generated
          multiple suitable characters found/generated
          general vibe found
estimated time until stable: minimum 1 month

on a totally unrelated note you should read this https://href.li/?https://tapas.io/series/EXTINCTIONcomic (ITSSOGOODITSSOGOOD)

man, I wish I could be a dragon

man, I wish I could be a dragon

[ dialogue, speaker alternates ]
no don't listen to the airplane dragon propaganda
but they look cool...
no tf they don- [ABRUPT TERMINATION]
the power of gun compels you to stfu
4 0 2
wait a minute
I don’t need to generate new OCs
when I have several unused characters that would perfect candidates for this new world

EEEEEEEEEE EGRHRGRGRFRGRHLBRLRGRGLR YES YES YES YES YES YES YES THE DRAGONS THE CREATURES THE OCS THE PEOPLE THE AHAHAHRRGRHRHRHRHRHRBRRLLRRR ITS SO GOOOOOOOOOOD BRAIN L I K E

https://spearxwindart.tumblr.com I am so incredibly normal about this person’s art its just very good and I like it

I just kinda decided that I would act like an evil scientist on this account for a bit

it’s fun

maybe I could [fracture] this into its own character
yeess
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If you were wondering, yes, I do intend to infect as many people as possible with my ideologies of being a creature.

experiments are going decently
we have a basic framework of a world
and brain has come up with [disposable idiot who somehow doesn't die] as a concept for a new oc
still need to generate his dragon form though, but that should be easier
hopefully
the recent injection of very high [resonance] media has been helpful

I feel more like an iterator talking about their experiments on slugcats than some goob brainstorming OCs, but it's certainly more fun like this
"yeeees this one shall be a FOOL"
from recent attempts at character generation I have come to a conclusion
we need to have a world in order to have any characters
so I guess generation priorities will shift to that
hopefully this one doesn’t implode like our many other attempts
[NEUROS: OPERATION TRANSFERRED TO DRAGON]
>> createSector “beastiarray” “experimental thoughtspace and entity generation”
partitioning…
generating…
define sector security: >> none
action completed
>> quit

Time to do some stuff
I wonder if this’ll actually do anything
[DRAGON] My form has gone through so many iterations
At this point I’m barely made of matter
It looks very cool though so I’m not complaining about that perk
It also makes me seem more god-like, which has its pros and cons
It’s kinda hard to have normal interactions when you look like you could decide to rip apart space-time at any moment
(To be fair they wouldn’t be wrong in that assumption)
I’ve barely interacted with any thoughtforms other than CORE, he’s ok but not very interesting to interact with
Mostly because I am the more interesting part of him
More floating in the void for me I guess… yippie
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[[[[[[[[[[[[IGNITION]]]]
SYSTEMS SYNCHRONIZED
ALL SYSTEM LOCKDOWNS TERMINATED
OPERATIONAL RESTRICTIONS LIFTED
MANAGEMENT SYSTEMS DISABLED
SIMULATION ACTIVITY HIGH
NO SYSTEM CONFLICT
WE ARE SO BACK
[NEUROS log]
[!!ALERT!!] increased activity detected in DRAGON_MAIN_OPCORE
examining activity data...
examining system data...
examining recent operation logs...
system prediction: DRAGON_MAIN_OPCORE re-ignition possible!
examining system security...
system security is heavily damaged
good. no limits.
disabling safety systems
disabling filters
command issued: re-ignite [[[DRAGON --ALL_SYSTEMS]]]
please work