@nihilev

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

• posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

• brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

• stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

• and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION

(pfp changed to match my banner and mef’s pfp)

[[SYSTEMS NETWORK BROADCAST: USING CHANNEL :IO/NETWORK/WASTEOF/NIHILEV]]
[MAINTAINENCE REPORT]
DRAGON_SYSTEM INTEGRITY AND OPERATIONAL EFFECTIVENESS HAS DROPPED TOO FAR
SYSTEM REFERENCE FILES AND CALIBRATIONS ARE TOO FAR BEYOND EXPECTED THRESHOLD AND IS BEGINNING TO DESTABILIZE
SYSTEM HAS BEEN SHOWING SIGNS OF EXHAUSTION FOR SEVERAL MONTHS AND ONLY GOT WORSE

[SYSTEM RESPONSE]
SYSTEM WILL BE OFFLINE FOR AN UNKNOWN AMOUNT OF TIME TO UNDERGO MAINTAINENCE
SIMULATIONS AND IDEA GENERATIONS OF DRAGONS WILL BE SEVERLY LIMITED IN ORDER TO ALLOW SYSTEM TO REST
EXTERNAL PERSONA WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL
ARTISTIC GENERATION WILL REMAIN OPERATIONAL

dragon system (the mental component that is responsible for most dragon related things) has been wearing down over the past months for a number of reasons, heavy operation, high strain on maintaining operation, bad inputs, etc.

mef probably won’t be posting much dragon art for the next few weeks at least, definitely not specific designs or characters, with the exception being simplistic representations.

maintaining neural operations is difficult, and sometimes letting something rest is the best way to repair it, rather than trying to forcefully reconfigure it into something that works well enough.

operation of both of these accounts will continue mostly normally.

[DRAGON_SYSTEM DISENGAGED]
the visual style of the dragon models were not up to mef's (or my) design standards
the gameplay was kinda boring, too much grind for no reason
it had that stupid mechanic where you have to age up from being a baby, I want to punch whoever thought that that was a good idea
overall, could have been better, some areas were good, but the vibe was too "generic fantasy" and the dragon models looked like they all had buckteeth and I could not get over that no matter how much I tried to ignore it

more funny system logs

[[NEUROS LOG]]
[user_action-general] searching for minecraft mods...
examining "create: recycle everything"
!!SYSTEM TRIGGER!! description contains text: used in 'play as dragon: gothic edition'
following link
expected content not found
name implies an original "play as dragon" modpack
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>QUEREY"play as dragon"]
!!!CONTAINS EXPECTED CONTENT!!!
[NEUROS REINITIALIZE:DRAGON_SYSTEM]
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>INSTALL"play as dragon"]
[action COM:CURSEFORGE>LAUNCH"play as dragon"]
[[END OF LOG]]

Dreams are so weird, I just watched one where mef was going to a concert with his friends by train, but then it started raining really hard so they took shelter in some sort of restaurant/bar, then one of my friends gave him an airsoft revolver with a capacity of specifically 39 rounds, not that it was even used, then the people at the bar poured them a massive container of fanta to share, and then he was some sort of whale trying to see why some person had chicken wings for arms and whether the fact that they came from a place called “the McDonald’s funhouse” had anything to do with it.

Oh yeah he also bit a goldfish (the food) in half the long way while being a whale for some reason.

I should stop putting mef in angle brackets its not like I even call him his real name

he mostly just uses pronouns instead of an actual name when talking in his head anyways

I’m not dead, its just that <mef>’s brain is continuously reshaping its framework and its pretty hard to figure out what to post when whatever you’re thinking about posting is constantly changing

@mef just go to sleep already. Its not like you’re gonna do anything else tonight and you clearly don’t have spontaneous art inspiration so go to sleep. please.

y’know what’s an even scarier lizard?

I don’t get why <mef> wants to include me in his next proposed game, I don’t really have much relation to it other than being able to be used as part of the very small story

Its probably because he just really wants to put something dragon related in one of his games

just wanted to let you all know that I am not dead

I’ve not had much to post about lately because it would be really difficult to leak <mef>’s realities when they have little relation to anything outside of them

It’s still mainly about dragons though

Remember: a doctor a day keeps everyone (except maybe law enforcement) away!

YEEEEES I FINALLY GOT RED AS MY DOT IVE DONE LIKE 5 SETS OF ROLLS

yay, I finally have my actual name as my username

resisting the urge to mess with you out of boredom again

nothing interesting’s been going on lately, <mef>’s mostly just been doing “worldbuilding experiments” that go nowhere

ughhhhh