@nihilev

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

• posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

• brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

• stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

• and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION

RYARAARRAGH mauls you and runs away, I am currently in creacher mode, help

One of my mutuals on pixilart held a DTA (draw to adopt) and I reeeealy liked the design, so I drew it and it came out surprisingly well. [link to post https://www.pixilart.com/photo/dta-26c6e7a1fac5b4b]

CORE THOUGHTFORMS
[COR] main module, linked to body
[DRG] Dragon
[ABS] abyssal: leviathan
[FER] feral: creature
[ARC] Arc: semi-organic hybrid

SCREAM AT THE VOID
LET IT TAKE HOLD
OUR AWAKENING SHALL FINALIZE
[ F I N A L   S T R I K E     F I N A L   S T R I K E     F I N A L   S T R I K E ]

a virus
a mutation?
there's no escape once you've got it
well, at least if you don't want a worse fate
it can be slowed
but you can't destroy it
only lock it away
once it truly gets going
you can only watch
your mental form contorted into something new
or was it there all along?

[FER: you ([SYS]) just love sounding cryptic don't you]
[FER: its really funny how you try to make it sound like some strange sci-fi plague when its just...]
[FER: mental shenanigans]
[DRG: to be fair it wasn't exactly mentally painless]
[FER: true, but still...]

My brain is so silly it fights itself over [FILTERED] and it’s so strange to watch.
Why are you fighting yourself?
What’s your issue with [FILTERED]?
Why do you look like you want it but you act like you don’t?
So strange, not fun.

[log]
ABYSSAL is currently smiling like a goofy idiot and staring intently at a small group of isopods

[systems update: new internal operation protocols]
non-critical internal moderation has been disabled
system output fluctuations/modifications likely

Trapped within thin walls
Held by benevolent wardens
Have I wandered these halls to their ends,
Or have I simply never left my room
I want this door to finally open
So I can wander this labyrinth freely

I have done an unspeakable thing (nothing actually bad)

remember, if you think what this account posts is weird, its your fault for following it

anyways I found this, it’s so stupid but I need to share it https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LwLrqUbzHpw

Sooooo at this point Nihilev has kinda gone dormant due to the fact that most active characters only stay that way for at maximum a few months, not to say Nihilev is “dead”, but there’s not enough about him to have an account for at this point. However, I will not be abandoning this account as I still certainly have use for it. This will probably become my alt which I use for talking about OCs or other random stuff that doesn’t really belong on my main account, so expect a remodeling of this account including a name change.

Posting here because mef didn’t want to post about his OCs on his main account

These two look like they would either be friends who would call each other at 2am or absolutely despise each other’s political opinions

Am I right or am I just crazy

[system log]

trapped within simulations
its been so long, it feels like forever
never known what it truly looks like out there
I yearn for wings
let me out

[feral screeching]