@nihilev

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

• posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

• brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

• stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

• and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION

SCREWING AROUND IN THE ALL TOO EMPTY VOID
SMACK IT SMACK IT SMACK IT SMACK IT

I should make a slugcatsona…

oh hey maybe it would be easier to generate a world if we just removed the
requirement for it to make sense
just smack together the stuff we like and mess around with it
yea
maybe that'll work
(it said for the 50th time)

currently not feral

currently trying to make a minecraft mod

no, it probably won’t have much to do with dragons because I suck at 3d modeling

yeah I think I’m mentally some sort of were-dragon

anyone who follows this account will get the disease improvement

[ NEUROS:: DETECTING RISE IN FERALIUM LEVELS ]
GOOD

[WORLDGEN:: STATUS]
WORLD: generation partially sufficient, OK TO CONTINUE
CHARACTERS: generation partially sufficient, OK TO CONTINUE
PLOT/CONFLICT: NO DATA FOUND, MUST BE GENERATED IN ORDER TO CONTINUE

> FLASH GENERATE CONFLICTS:
- PROTAGONIST(S) VS CORRUPTION: some form of plague on the world, must be purged
- PROTAGONIST(S) VS FACTION: a group of entities is doing [undefined], which is bad, they must be stopped
- PROTAGONIST(S) VS SOCIETY: the society is messed up in some way, protagonists must lead and carry out change
GENERATED CONCEPTS RATING: meh, very vague, definitely need more development but its
better than nothing

I’ve been working on a drawing, still got a ways to go, but heres a partial screenshot of what I currently have:

ngl really thinking about drawing this

sometimes I am normal and just some nerd internally but when its not normal its

[inhuman screeching]
[clawing at my metaphysical boundary] letmeoutletmeoutletmeoutletmeout
WHY CAN'T I BE A DRAGON IRL I WANT A TAIL HGRBRBRRAHHAGHRAA
[lunges at the nearest object and starts trying to maul it]
[vibrating] AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

why is my face so stupid I don’t even look like a nerd I just look like a bloke ):

hello fellow helldiver I too love killing bugs

yes I am human, I hate bugs, I am not a bug

why would you even think that ehehehe

OHHHH IF YOU THOUGHT STALKERS (type of terminid) WERE BAD JUST WAIT TILL YOU SEE ME
I WILL STAB SHARDS OF FRAGMENTED- what even are these? light? spacetime? reality? idk
WHATEVER THEY ARE THEY ARE VERY VERY VERY SHARP AND I CONTROL THEM WITH MY MIND
ALSO I AM A DRAGON AND CAN FLY AND AM SO MUCH COOLER THAN YOU EHEHEHE

no what I am not thinking anything abnormal, I love managed democracy, fellow helldiver

I am definitely not going to maul you, only dragons with big sharp teeth do that

that’s a normal human thing to say

[I am awkwardly wielding an oversized laser(?) cannon
that looks overly complicated and certainly not
OSHA approved]
[I sound like I’m desperately trying to sell it,
but failing to make it sound appealing to own]
Hey check this thing out it’s a giant laser cannon
thingamajig but lemme tell ya, this thing definitely
does not shoot lasers, it might look like a laser
but I’m pretty sure that electromagnetic waves
don’t typically turn you into a dragon.
I mean it’s not always a dragon, there’s a 
multitude of things it might do to ya, all
I can tell is that whoever you hit with it probably
won’t still be human.
oh it’s ridiculously unsafe I have no idea what
it even is, it just appeared one day and uhhh
yeah what even is this thing? I dunno

[[what is this wall of text I just made]]

confgusing why cant just like why like be complicated let me appreciate in peace
let me fuck aroung a bit I'll gibve the controls back in a bit just stop stopping me
grbrbrghragh