@nihilev

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

• posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

• brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

• stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

• and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION

not feeling creature enough

must fix

NEUROS IO stream empty
do something pls
boooooooooooooooooooored

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, pain ):
maybe brain just bad at 3d modeling when eepy

AGHHH why does coherent 3d generation take up such a ridiculous amount of NPU power???
I try examining something and it's shapes just melt
whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

UNGH I HATE SHAPES GOD WHY ARE THEY SO HARD???

datamining for correct 3d generational procedures
please stand by...
compilation may take a significant amount of time

[LOG]
*boots up elite dangerous*
man I haven't played this in a while
*loads in*
*undocks from station*
*jumps to supercruise (ftl speed)*
*full throttle*
*starts just spinning around and flying between orbit lines*
I AM A VOID DRAGON, YEAAAAAAH WHOOOO
**dragon screech**
:D

DUMP INFO (long post about possible simulation lore)

world: Earth like, flora and fauna will mostly be very similar if not the
same as Earth with some exceptions

inhabitants:
humans: the smart and (mostly) bald monkeys we all know and love

dragons: come in a wide variety of types and features, very similar
cognitive capabilities to humans, can range in size between a large dog to
twice the size of an elephant.

void dragons: existed long before the earth, or the universe. Have existed
for an incomprehensible amount of time and are basically minor gods. They
can range from being extremely meditative and peaceful, to wanting to
inflict the maximum amount of suffering upon whatever they come across out
of obscene boredom. Their existence allows for a significant amount of
tomfoolery to occur.


Lore: humans and dragons have been recorded existing together for several
tens of thousands of years. Many civilizations rose and fell throughout
these ancient times, the relationships between the two species varying
between civilizations. The main period of time I will be focusing on will
be the equivalent of ~100 years in the future. Both species have become
technically equal and most societies are integrated between the two species
in most cases.
Void dragons indirectly (most of the time) influence many aspects of
civilization, including religion, politics, and some fields of science.

VIABLE FOR CONNECTION OF SEVERAL GENERATED FILES

NEUROS CRITICAL ALERT
CODE GREEN
COHERENT LORE BASE FOR SIMULATION SETTING SUCCESSFULLY GENERATED
F U C K   Y E A H ,   F I N A L L Y

NEUROS WARNING
NEUROS CORE OVERHEATING: ATTEMPTING TO ENGAGE THERMAL REDUCTION MEASUSES
WARNING: SYSTEM WILL BE UNSTABLE FOR AN ESTIMATED MINIMUM OF 30 MINUTES

> stabilizer injected
heat levels dropping
integrity still low, systems are vulnerable to rapid reheating if negative stimuli are inserted

update on core entities:
it's basically just DRAGON and CORE now (DRAGON is the main one most of the time)
having trouble making any sort of non-meta simulations

I went on steam, scrolled a little on the store
games based on what you've played:
"hm ok I'll take a look"
*4 random indie games*
*clicks button to show next 4*
*gets jumpscared by "My Furry Protogen 2"*

my life would be so much more fun if I could turn into a dragon, just saying.

I can't tell whether I'm being too ambitious with my attempts to create a world for my
few coherent characters or if I just need to be more patient and give myself time to
get it right
ngl might just shove them in a box and see what happens between them

I am a dragon in a simulation made by a meat computer
kinda metal if you think about it