@nihilev

about this alt

this is @mef’s alt for anything exceptionally strange

this includes:

• posts that I would consider too weird to post on my main with over 100 followers

• brain logs (odd internal conversations, mental catastrophes, and various other things)

• stuff about OCs, or even self aware ones posting on this account (this account was originally made for my OC Nihilev)

• and more

ANY POSTS MADE ABOUT IDENTITY ARE NOT NECESSARILY CONFIRMATION AND ARE OFTEN EXPERIMENTATION

as far as I can tell from scrolling on tumblr, any dragon art that isn’t semi-generic medieval fantasy dragons is

• 50% WoF

• 45% furry art

• 5% other stuff

sadly the part I want is in that 5% so its really hard for me to find dragon images that cause severe neuron activation. Obv there’s nothing wrong with the other stuff, its just doesn’t usually cause neuron activation.

glebh

ahgrhrrh why is brain so hard to operate correctly

my disease has become virulent, excellent.

noooooo I got to the end and it hasn’t been added on to since 2022 ):

world generation in progress...
time since task begin: ~1 week
progress: several prototype concepts generated
          multiple suitable characters found/generated
          general vibe found
estimated time until stable: minimum 1 month

on a totally unrelated note you should read this https://href.li/?https://tapas.io/series/EXTINCTIONcomic (ITSSOGOODITSSOGOOD)

man, I wish I could be a dragon

[ dialogue, speaker alternates ]
no don't listen to the airplane dragon propaganda
but they look cool...
no tf they don- [ABRUPT TERMINATION]
the power of gun compels you to stfu

wait a minute
I don’t need to generate new OCs
when I have several unused characters that would perfect candidates for this new world

EEEEEEEEEE EGRHRGRGRFRGRHLBRLRGRGLR YES YES YES YES YES YES YES THE DRAGONS THE CREATURES THE OCS THE PEOPLE THE AHAHAHRRGRHRHRHRHRHRBRRLLRRR ITS SO GOOOOOOOOOOD BRAIN L I K E

I just kinda decided that I would act like an evil scientist on this account for a bit

it’s fun

maybe I could [fracture] this into its own character
yeess

If you were wondering, yes, I do intend to infect as many people as possible with my ideologies of being a creature.

experiments are going decently
we have a basic framework of a world
and brain has come up with [disposable idiot who somehow doesn't die] as a concept for a new oc
still need to generate his dragon form though, but that should be easier
hopefully
the recent injection of very high [resonance] media has been helpful

I feel more like an iterator talking about their experiments on slugcats than some goob brainstorming OCs, but it's certainly more fun like this
"yeeees this one shall be a FOOL"

from recent attempts at character generation I have come to a conclusion
we need to have a world in order to have any characters
so I guess generation priorities will shift to that
hopefully this one doesn’t implode like our many other attempts

[NEUROS: OPERATION TRANSFERRED TO DRAGON]
>> createSector “beastiarray” “experimental thoughtspace and entity generation”
partitioning…
generating…
define sector security: >> none
action completed
>> quit

Time to do some stuff
I wonder if this’ll actually do anything