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Damn really cured my depression by being happy
This sounds unbelievably stupid but it's amazing to realize the amount of power you have over how other people feel, especially for being happy. It's become so standard to close up and just talk negatively about yourself that you may not realize how easily you can make someone else's day good.
I sure do love having a mild panic (attack?) Whenever I do a basic action such as going to school, Jiu Jitsu, doing laundry, waking up, going to bed, making food, having relaxation time, doing any sort of work, D&D, reading, walking, or hanging out with friends because I constantly fear that I'm doing something wrong and second guessing myself (it's definitely pure luck that I have made it this far without either or both messing up or literally just breaking down and
This bot broke my mobile page
Long story short, I at one point was making a game that I was going to follow through on (I didn’t), but before the project was halted I got some people to make some godly awesome music for it. Music that transcends the quality of my crap game
anyways here you go for some of them
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HDA1fLVHiDc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2dM5ekYVVaA
I have one other but just the file so I can’t put it here
NGL I may have developed a severe addiction to helldivers 2
I will chase this high forever
Like, the music, the gun fire, the explosions on the horizon as lasers stream past, the screaming of my friends as their brief but valiant lives are extinguished like a candles flame at the hands of an enemy devastator, the yells to run faster as the extraction ship readies to take off and one last diver is left to board, the victorious cries as we clear an area from the disease of the bugs.
This game is perfect and no mortal could, nay, would offer judgement, much less criticism to this game sent from the heavens.
Isn't it totally weird, I have a week off of school and suddenly I'm happy again? That's crazy. Totally unrelated, yep